lamentable

     an ascertain future that was vanquished by a unknown illness so long ago is surveyed when in languish; an especial binding keeps her devastated self-determination scarcely aglow.
     from the bottom of the expanding, swarthy abyss, invariable taunts of neglect and melancholy pressure grievously on the feeble soul. they lay sprawl. desolate eyes stare solely at an asset so yearned, that imagined. unattainable. an aim without requite; without greet. a mind, victim of repeated transgress, only to be retracted and consoled with vigorous grief, had finally gave it's last breath. a chest swells with overwhelming hopelessness as tears vent from inflamed, pink corners; watching the thought sacred escape from misery dissipate into the same darkness that has once, and perpetually, derided their soul from birth. struggled, rasp sobs echo as ruined human-will gives it's finally breath in follow for a final battle to detain what has already been lost. a body - already to have failed first of all, gave no support, rather, giving it's last breath.
     from the bottom of the now steady, swarthy abyss that once taunted and pressured against a sorrowful, lonely soul now muted as it stared down at the stale figure. they lay sprawl. vacuous eyes stare up through the shrewd, abundant clouds of darkness that had lingered invariably around a tormented soul. it heeded no sound; no spirit; no life. all it could judge was the body of a run-down, miserable soul that once lived inside. the insipid body laid sprawl. fresh water staining their hair; abuse staining their mind; unknown sickness staining their body.
     in the bottom of the an abusive, swarthy abyss lived a tiny girl. a girl that yearned to feel happiness; a girl that yearned for a crippling sickness to vanish; a girl that yearned for someone to care; a girl that yearned for someone to watch; a girl that yearned to be consoled; a girl who yearned to be held; a girl that yearned to feel loved; a girl that yearned to be human. the abyss laughed. staring at a girl that never had. staring at a girl that now, never will.